friends

sometimes, i feel alone.. even there are many people around, or even there are my friends around me, i felt that i'm alone. i just feel upset, why they wouldn't give their attention to me. i feel jealous to one of my friend named "S". she always get my friend's attention. if she come near my friends, my friends will forget me, and listen to her. i never be like that. no matter how, or no matter what i had did or gave to had their care and attention, i just never get it..
i want to can change myself. want to open a new page of my life into a new me,
a "me" that everyone always like.
a "me" that always cheerfull.
a "me" that always get cared by others.
a "me" that always be loved, and be missed by everyone..
so i'll never always feel empty, and always cried behind their back...

may God hear this, and fulfill my wish..